I'm Afraid Not. Sorry.

Assalamualaikum.

Phew. What a game! Just got back from futsal. Kampung Jalil FC remains good record, no lose, all win. Hehe. I scored few goals although my left knee is kinda out of track. I mean pain. Can't wait for tomorrow. Turun padang pulak! But, before I take my shower I was thinking while I was sipping a cup of cold milk. I'm 18. Quite a number. I'm getting older and all those sins didn't wipe out that way. Where did they go? No. They're with me. Stickin with me. That's why whenever I'm about to close my eyes, my heart beat faster. I'm afraid. If I die. With all those sinful. Everyday I pray to Allah S.W.T to give time to change. To make things right. I think it will takes time. Afraid. Death is just around the corner. Sometimes it is good to think about 'our day'. Thus it will make us closer to god. InsyaAllah. 

Still, I'm afraid. 

Never give up. Makan nasi dulu sebelum tidoq.