Give up. Bye

Dont just put your feet in my shoes, walk a mile with me. You'll know me better. 

Almost There

Ramadhan is almost over. But im not going to miss it. 

Alhamdulillah it is a very exciting month for me in seeking for fogiveness. 

And.. Phase three is almost done.

Hope

Harini ni aku keluar tengok wayang. Dengan Fitri Mokhtar and Hezmee. Movie tu tajuk dia KIL(Kel).

So ni kesan dia.

Aku ni abstrak sejak dari kecil. Walaupun aku ni buas. Bila aku ada masalah aku jarang cerita. Aku lukis. Takpun aku tulis surat. Macam masa darjah 4. Aku tulis surat kat ayah, sebab benda remeh ja. Aku jeles kat abang. Tapi benda kecik. Aku pun kecik lagi masa tu. Sekarang aku dah besaq.

Harini lepas tengok movie ni, aku baru terjaga. Yang aku ada masalah yang sangat lama selasa dalam diri aku. Memang semua orang ada masalah. Tapi masalah aku ni mungkin lain sikit. Sebenarnya, aku ni penakut. Aku takut kehilangan orang tersayang. Sebab dalam dunia ni aku tiada siapa siapa kecuali Ayah, Mak, dan Abang.

Bukan apa, aku cuma takut. Takut takut keadaan aku lepas mereka tiada. Jadi masa kecik kecik aku 'twist' sikit. Aku anggap aku lebih redha mati dahulu dari mereka, so aku tak sengsara. Bila jadi apa apa kat keluarga aku, aku menangis. Tapi lelaki tak menangis macam perempuan. Lelaki banyak cara dia ekspres 'nangis' dia. Sebab tu aku abstrak. Mungkin la kot.

Dalam cita KIL ni, watak utama dia Akil. Akil ni putus harapan selepas mak dia meninggal dunia. Aku memang takut kalaw kalaw apa terjadi kat mak. Mak dan ayah la segala galanya untuk aku. Mak dan ayah selalu jaga kami. Aku dulu kecik suka makan. Sampai sekarang kot. Walaupun dulu awal kerja, gaji mak tak banyak. Mak beli juga makanan yang aku nak setiap kali balik dari tadika. Mak beli jugak susu. Walupun susu mahal bagi kami sekeluarga. Walaupun mainan yang aku mintak tu melampau sangat harganya.

Jadi, aku takut jika suatu hari nanti mak dan ayah sudah pergi. Aku tak tahu macam mana keadaan aku. Aku tak tahu macam mana nah handle atau teruskan hidup. Jadi aku selalu ingat pesan mak, dia cakap, "Pergi mana mana jangan lupa solat dan jangan buat maksiat". Aku biasa cerita ni kat pensyarah aku. Tapi mungkin bagi dia benda ni biasa. Tapi aku akan ingat pesan mak sampai mati. Time mak confirmed kena kanser, aku nangis malam tu. Aku rasa macam nak berenti belajaq ja kerja and jaga mak. Tapi Allah SWT izinkan, dia cuma bagi amaran agaknya supaya aku, ayah, dan abang sedar. Kami harap mak cepat sembuh.

Sapa sapa yang terbaca post ni, kalaw aku mati dahulu sebelum parents aku, tolong bagitaw mereka yang aku sangat sayang mereka. Jika mereka pergi dahulu dari aku, tolong bantu aku bangun balik.

Hidup diteruskan. Bismillah.

Wishlist before 2013 end.

My name is Wafi and if u know microemotions then u'll know me well.

Before 2013 end, I want to

Backpacking in Bali, Indonesia for the 1st time. Been there 3rd time but all wit my parents
Spend a week in Kelantan/Terengganu
Meet more exciting new people in my life bcoz I hate to be around boring people
Khatam Al-Quran under Uden
Major injury free
Spend a lovely evening with my cat, Kong driving from my home to Alor Star
Get stronger
Cycling to Hatyai
Collect some medals more for my collection
See the improvement in my studies and the result insyaAllah
Play full season for Kubang Pasu Rugby Club coz last year played wit them for only 3 games
Work hard for the future(taking order) insyaAllah
Maintain my fitness level
and many more..

till next time. 

Suatu Masa Dahulu Budak Kampung bermimpi..

Explorers by MUSE

Once I hoped
To seek the new and unknown
This planet's overrun
There's nothing left for you or for me
Don't give in, we can
Walk through the fields
And feeling nature's glow
But all the land is owned
There's none left for you or for me

Who will win?
'Cause I concede

Free me
Free me
Free me from this world
I don't belong here
It was a mistake imprisoning my soul
Can you free me
Free me from this world

A world lush in bloom
With rivers running wild
They'll be re-routed South
With none left for you or for me
Don't give in
Hear the engines roar
And save our crops from drought
But when the black gold's in doubt
There's none left for you or for me

Fuse helium-3
Our last hope

Free me
Free me
Free me from this world
We don't belong here
It was a mistake imprisoning our souls
Can you free me
Free me from this world

Free me
I'll free you
Free us from this world
We don't belong here
It was a mistake imprisoning our souls
Can you free me
Free me from this world

Running around in circles feeling caged
By endless rules
Can you free me, free me from this world

Go to sleep

A comeback

Assalamualaikum.

What a hard training session I had gone through a few weeks ago. Yesterday, we did 6 laps followed by 15 laps with no pause. Ahamdulillah, though it had been a long period for me since I did well in my fitness test. Surprisingly, I did, with no pause. 

Last night, before I went to bed, I was thinking about Reff Pinpong(Cikgu Poji) had said to me. He asked me to play for the Darulaman Rugby Club which it will be my third team I've ever play. Before this, I joined the INSANIAH Rugby Team just for one tournament and it was fun to be in the team. Thus, I had made up my mind that I just want to be with the Stallion first, because it is a mandate which had been passed to me from Nabil to be with the team. Hopefully, what Abang Bob and Abang Nepe had done for the team, buliding up the team will turned out into a success. 

Brotherhood since 2011. Stallion.

Semoga seronok di sana

Assalamualaikum.

Silver car is fading away from my sight. Mak and ayah is going Bandung for their honeymoon. Sakan. You guys have fun there and I am hoping that mak will recover. 

Love, your son.

Bismillah

Assalamualaikum.

2 weeks ago I've been busy with all the 'tasks' given by.. uitm, unimap, utm and.. the most irritating IPDA which I had done it for the sake of a friend. Luckily, the others had given the payment. Alhamdulillah. Baru la boleh bernyawa siket. Baru nak boleh isi minyak kereta. Baru nak boleh bayar bil telefon. And baru nak boleh sattle hutang kawan2 esok pagi.

Today, after a busy working hours which I've been called to do it.. just now I can take my shower after a long day. Takpalah kuli sat, orang susah. Tonight, I got to complete all those abandoned assignments. 

And next week, I am going to make this 'thing' real. Serious matter and I am not going to wait for it anymore. Biarlah bersusah dahulu. Biar jadi kuli dahulu. Bismillah.

I think I should phone my parents first. :3

#MONOFIRM.

49years old and still kickin

I would rather regret doing something than not doing something.

James Hetfield - co founder and a lead vocalist for the American heavy metal band Metallica.

Dreamland #wishlist

Assalamualaikum.

I love the cold and windy atmosphere. Always.

When I was in the boarding school, I always get up early just to feel the coldness before the sun rise. 

To keep my habit alive, I always set out early in the morning for a long term exercise. Most of the time cycling, running, or just get my hands on the rope. 

Mongolia

At 1,564,116 square kilometres (603,909 sq mi), Mongolia is the 19th largest and the most sparsely populated independent country in the world, with a population of around 2.75 million people. It is also the world's second-largest landlocked country after Kazakhstan. The country contains very little arable land, as much of its area is covered by steppes, with mountains to the north and west and the Gobi Desert to the south. Approximately 30% of the population are nomadic or semi-nomadic. The predominant religion in Mongolia is Tibetan Buddhism, and the majority of the state's citizens are of Mongol ethnicity, though Kazakhs, Tuvans, and other minorities also live in the country, especially in the west. About 20% of the population live on less than US$1.25 per day.Mongolia joined the World Trade Organization in 1997 and seeks to expand its participation in regional economic and trade regimes. Source: Wikipedia

The Joy Is There

Assalamualaikum.

I feel old today because I'm wearing baju batik for the first time in IPDA. When it comes to baju batik, it reminds me a lot of hostel life. Gettin' sweating while u are wearing baju batik and walking under blazing sun makes me feel like I'm going to melt.

So today is 9 August and we're about to end  Ramadhan. This year totally I feel very happy eventhough I've been busy jumping from place to another place to get the documentary video done in two weeks. Thanks to my team mates, all of them had given me their commitment and I hope the final product will make you guys happy. 

During this month, I've learnt many things. Alhamdulillah. And I just want to maintain the pace. Because even we're still 'merangkak-rangkak', we still got the bonus. Allah Almighty knows what is the best for us. We just  need to work harder.

Lebensstil(Lifestyle)

This video. One of the reason I keep shooting with my 35mm Film camera.

I believe life is beautiful. That is why beautiful women exist. Trust me. I believe life is magic. That is why we always got the second chance. To change.

That is why I love photography. The moment we'll keep till we grown old. A lifestyle that we had gone through exist on negative films.

Photograph what you want. What you love. Kalaw sayangkan Islam. Shoot lah Masjid, culture Islam, any Islamic event. Contoh.

Me. I'm a teacher to be in the next few years. I photograph the moment of my life being as a teacher. InsyaAllah. Kalaw nyawa panjang.